Please Remind Me It’s Bullshit

5-25-10                 3:51am

I’ve been thinking a lot about relationships, as well as the two songs in “This is My Time & I Decide.” Saturday I wrote this in my journal:

Core Belief: I don’t deserve that.

I decide not to be afraid anymore, to say bullshit even when the voice in my head is screaming so loud, “You don’t deserve that,” that I cannot sleep or breathe.

Please remind me of that occasionally.

© Michelle Routhieaux 2010

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