Remember

2-20-11                4:30pm

Some things should just stay forgotten. I found something today, something I didn’t remember existed. A book of notes from the cast of My Fair Lady. In it were so many memories and accolades, things I need to hear and things I wish I had never found. Not because they’re not wonderful but because they are too difficult to read. I miss that life. It was a very hard time for me but it was the best. It is so far away now. And I am not in the theater. And I’m not doing what I love. Yet it’s here, in this box, reminding me what I’m not. What I could be. What I was. What I don’t want to remember. It wasn’t all bad. I wasn’t all bad.

I don’t want to remember anymore.

M

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2 thoughts on “Remember

  1. Sometimes things are better left in the past especially if we are trying to figure out who we are today. I just wrote a blog about drowning in the Sea of Used to. I used to do this I used to do that. UGH! It’s exhausting, especially since I can’t bring myself to any of that.

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