1-3-11 2:46am
My eyes
They melt & run down my face
Law & Order will not make me better
I feel confused, distracted
Stressed.
I feel so sad
So desperate & lonely
I miss S-
I need a hug.
I work really hard to stay stable…
But I can’t control what goes on outside me.
I can’t be on my own.
It makes me crazy.
I haven’t seen S- in 2 weeks.
Mind keeps telling me she’s dead,
I’ll never see her again,
I’ll be alone forever.
I’m cranky.
I fight with my mom.
I don’t understand.
My brain works slowly.
Annoyed M- in the card game.
Let me work at my pace.
I don’t want to go
Please don’t leave me.
Please
Please
You’re hurting me.
If you take down the walls of an aquarium, how’s the water supposed to stay in?
Holes take longer but you still lose it all.
Jenga explains everything.
© Michelle Routhieaux 2011
Writing Towards Happy 
Very well expressed Dear.. Wonderfully written..
Wishing you a beautiful 2011
Hugs xox
It has been a while, hope that you have a promising and fulfilling 2011 ahead.
We have enjoyed your support in 2010, a great big thanks here, cheers!
We will have our 17th potluck beginning this Sunday, Hope to see you in.
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our theme this week is: “the road ahead”, but you are welcome to share old poems or poems unrelated to our theme..
The more you share, the happier we are…
You have been a gem to our community, keep shining with your fabulous talent and have fun!
Thanks, Olivia. I’ve been really busy but want to get back into the potluck hopefully this week.
I’m glad you write.
Thank you, Traci.